depression

Episode 2

In this episode I talk about how we decided to set out on an RV adventure, what life was like…

3 years ago

LEGO

Years ago, my mom gifted us a small statue. It depicts a father standing behind his two daughters, his arms…

4 years ago

Head Shot

https://youtu.be/sy6PQKELQmM Maybe, I’m just one of those people who can’t get over it,I consume my meds-itation, I’m so goddamn sick of it. …

4 years ago

Mirror

I’m not angry at you.I’m angry at myself. Specifically, I hate the things I see in you,which I don’t like…

4 years ago

The Cost of Mental Health Care

Yesterday, I received an $800+ bill from the hospital where I was treated during my first manic episode. Based on…

4 years ago

Anger

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4 years ago

Questionable Behavior

https://youtu.be/arkuhCKeDOc During a recent medication change, I entered into my first manic state and didn’t sleep for a week. After…

4 years ago

Does Cycling Help with Depression?

I’ve struggled with depression since I was a teenager. But it wasn’t until I started cycling that I experienced a…

4 years ago

Small Wins

https://youtu.be/USediV86UU4 I've learned that my depression will hand me a million reasons not to do something. By compassionately accepting it,…

4 years ago

About Me

https://youtu.be/de9NqLVyBBg My name’s Derek … and I have a lot of reasons to be happy. But I never thought I’d live to see 40.  I call mine the ‘Dark…

4 years ago

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